i dont believe this...

having an awesome weekend i guess always busy... really am anxious for Madison Renee Jackman<3 truthfully, i think that im going to spoil her my mom said that she was going to be the most spoild granddaughter, daughter, and sister (: i really cannot wait(:

oh my gosh....

a lot of everything):... over it though im doing better... loosing weight for next year for school... maybe it will be better for me then...

MADISON RENEE JACKMAN<3 I CANT WAIT I LOVE YOUR LITTLE KICKS(:

Knitting, house cleaning, the new baby... om gosh its alot but i can handle it(:

i love it cause i have a new baby sister coming on the way(: madison renee jackman(: i loe her already(: cant wait(:

New Post?... I Think So.

I guess its time for a new post and waiting for my mothers results... While waiting here i start to think of everything that i have put a lot of people through but i know that now, that things are different. Just made Jessica Vickers a CD and ha it was fun, but on a daily basis i think a lot about life and how it is supposed to be for everyone and i just noticed that everyone has there own crisis and obviously i have had my fair share of them, but the person that, i know, has been through everything, is my one true best friend, mother, and idol, my mom. I have put her through a lot especially when she did not need it and neither did anyone else. She is a pregnant 42/25(haha) year old, and it is a blessing to know that my mom still has the right things to bring this baby into the world, of course im going to say babies are annoying but when i say that, i dont meen it at all they are an adorable creature that lives on this earth. Everyday there is a new baby being born, and on Oct., 22 2010 will be my new baby sis/bro!!! im very excited for everything and i have had a glamorus life so far and im not going to let a little drama here and there get in my way... Which reminds me, im getting farther on my knitting my Aunt came over 3 weeks ago and she taught me how to knit, and today before she left i learnd what im supposed to do, adn now its getting easier to me... i have to get 10 inches on my knitting or my Aunt is going to kill me, not litterally, but on the other hand school is out and my summer is awesome, parents met the boyfriend and now im okay with everything i just hate disrespecting my mom and Rick knowing now how much they do for me, wow do i feel foolish for never telling them i love them all the time or just asking my mom if she needs anything, actually just sitting here thinking of all of the stress i put my mom under i feel really ashamed about all of it but now thinking that its in the past so really i dont have to worry about it cause right here right now all im going to worry about is my present and future. Went fishing and me and katie caught some my mom caught 3 i caught 7 and kt caught 4 and it was fun i think my mom uploaded new pictures of it, i think i might take up painting my mom and gram are going to have to teach me how to do that one. I think my thoughts are out but i dont think i have words to describe how excided i am for this baby (: well my post is over, comment if you like new pictures of fishing and other things later...

PAST=OVER
PRESENT=LIVE IT
FUTURE=PLAN IT(:



LIVE YOU LIFE TO THE FULLEST
LAUGH IT UP EVEN WHEN ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY
LOVE SOMEONE LIKE FAM-ILY-

ello govna

ahhahahaha lol wow talking to katie natalie ha and almost wanting to call andy
yay hahaha one month(: and 6 days